Starry Eyed

I have a confession to make. I've opened up my blogspot pretty much every day this past week, clicked to a new post, started typing, then closed the tab and go back to doing whatever it was I was going before. I guess I couldn't just get a grasp for what I wanted to say. Staring blankly, as my fingers hit the keys, nothing seemed to sound right, or have much meaning to it. I felt kind of like I was just writing to write, and when I do that, I don't feel very accomplished because its like crapping out a paper in class just to get it done.

For those of you who know me well, you know that it has been until recently, the majority of this month has been a living hell for me. So many things, that I felt like it was time for a change of pace, scenery, or whatever you want to call it. I kind of retracted into myself just to do some reflection and recharging, and for the most part it's been good. I'm enjoying the quality time with friends, the jam sessions, the tennis, the talks, the climbing of roofs, the fooding, and the dancing has all been great fun. I guess its the combination of these activities, and my extrovertedness that's bringing me back to life so to speak. I'm so blessed by the friends I have too. You guys know who you are. Whether its saying that a tornado wouldn't stop you from visiting/ catching up with me, making owl noises/ being awesome and ridiculous, or even just rambling on about different things into the late hours of the night after I said I was going to bed two hours ago, its the little things that make me so thankful for you guys. You truly are making my summer so far :).

I'm totally stealing this from someone's blog post, but for the rest of summer, God willing of course, this summer is going to be all about me. Time to reflect, regroup, let loose and figure out where to go from here. I kind of have a vague idea of what I want, but hey you never know. It'll just have to play out. Time to stop blankly staring, and look forward. The ice is melting, time to flash forward and get moving... and oi this shall be fun! :)