Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Send Me A Sign, A Hint, O Whisper

Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control!
Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control!!
Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control!!!
Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control!!!!


More and more, I find myself going back to the basics. Someone called me out on it for not growing because of reviewing it, but I think there's always something more by going back and listening to what He has to say each time :). There's so much uncertainty and doubt in life sometimes... scratch that... ALL THE TIME. Our school, work, relationships, and future... whatever it may be. Somewhere deep down, it eats at all of us and for me it bugs the living daylights out of me.

When I start to worry about things, my mind kind of kicks into overdrives and starts snowballing.

Why am I so impatient?
What is going to happen next?
Why can't I just be the better man and love this person?
Where do I draw the line?
Why can't I just be a little more understanding and sympathetic towards others?
How come I feel really selfish when I'm being told otherwise?
How come there are so many contradictions going on in my head?

All the little things look so big from down here. And yea I sound a little neurotic but as I prayed, I felt like God was smacking me upside the head and telling me that I'm not asking for the right things. "Try again," He says. Sometimes whats necessary is the basics so one can rebuild oneself within Him. Character revamp lets go!





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